My mouth is hanging open. She was quick to ditch her friend there. I mean, I guess I understand a bit. She had always pictured finding her mate and sealing the deal that night. It's not the fairest thing, but it is a little shellfish too. I do feel like draw though and it would help ease the rumors going around. Fuck me. Before I even realize what is happening, she has her body pressed up against mine. I looked up, since I was still in the chair and her lips touched mine. It was like a thousand bolts of lightning shooting through my body. Colt is telling me to mark mate. She started to thread her fingers through my hair. I know Nina has told her everything I like because she is doing all of them. I am quickly losing myself in the bond. Holly slides her legs on either side of me and moves closer till she is straddling me. Fuck, I love it when a girl takes charge in the bedroom. I just feel so right. I slowly caress my hands up she shirt, feeling her flat stomach. She has on a lacy bra that is screaming to be tasted. I pulled off her shirt and immediately found her breast. Fuck, they were perfect. Just the right size for my hands. Nibbling on her nipple, she is squirming on top of me. I looked up to see she had thrown her head back and was moaning with her eyes closed. Skillfully, I snake her bar off and take her whole breast into my house. Moving my hand down, I cupped her sex. She was dripping wet for me and soaking through her clothes. Sliding my hand in, I find her folds and massage her clit.
“Oh, fuck Damian, that’s it!” Holly moaned. She suddenly becomes a mad woman and rips my shirt off and starts to suck on my neck where she will mark me right above the collar bone. I feel the shivers and my self-control is completely gone. I pick her up and move her to the couch. I laid her down and looked down at her. She is beautiful but these pants need to go. She was acting a little shy but I pushed her knees apart and kissed my way down her thighs.
“Oh, Damian baby, stop teasing me!” I love hearing my name on her lips. Unable to resist, I shove my tongue in her, lapping up all her juices while I massage her clit with my hand. “That’s it! I’m cumming!” Once she came down from her high and pulled up and kissed her letting her taste herself. I felt her hand reach up and grasp my dick. It is rock hard. I hear her gasp “You are fucking huge, how will it fit?” Without saying anything, I put the head of my dick at her entrance, and ram it in hard.
“FUCKKKKKK” Holly screamed. I stay still and let her adjust to my size. Pulling out slowly and going in, I feel her relax and I move up the pace. Grabbing her legs and wrapping them around me. I slide myself hard under her back and change positions so she is riding me and I am watching in all glory her breast bouncing in my face and my hands are guiding her hips faster and harder. “I am cumming again!” she is screaming. It is a good thing these walls are sound proof. I am not near done as I feel her juices soak my cock. I am taking all my frustration out right now and she is fucking loving the rough sex. I picked up her hips and moved my dick to her cock and she looked at me with wide eyes.
“It will only hurt for a minute” I said, looking into her eyes. She nods and I slam into her ass in one motion.
“OH MY DAMIAN!” I began pumping in and out and using my fingers to fuck her wet pussy. I wasn’t even prepared for her to mark me when she came for the third time. I felt a white hot pain followed by intense pleasure. I shoot my seed deep in her ass and I mark her in return.
After coming down from my sex high, I realized what we just did. I tried to hide my guilty feelings but I can feel she feels the same. I can feel her feelings as if they are my own now. She feels guilty for seducing me but happy she found her mate and, marked each other. I can’t wrap my head around this. I am the worst fucking person in the whole world and I wouldn’t be surprised if Nina never talked to me again.
“You seriously feel guilty right now?” Holly asked, half way yelling. She quickly got up and started to put her clothes on. I was speechless for a second. Is she seriously questioning me feeling guilty when I knew damn well, she felt the same!
“Um excuse me, I am pretty sure you feel just as guilty, don’t turn this on me!”
“I don’t feel guilty we mated like we were supposed to, but because my friend is still hurting. I won’t apologize for taking what is MINE!”
I watched her storm out. I was still sitting on the couch ass naked. Well, fuck, what is happening? I gave her what she wanted because she is my mate and she does deserve to be treated as such, but why can’t she understand how hard this is for me? Shaking my head, I get up and grab what is left of my shirt and clean myself off. This is not how I pictured my firsttime having sex to go. I figured we would be coming back from a date and we would be in my room where I could spend hours ravishing her. I lost control from the mate bond. I actually took some pent-up sexual frustration out as well. I always pictured Nina being on top of me but now I feel like it probably wouldn’t have felt as right as it did with Holly. Maybe having this mate bond will make it easier for me to move on, but I know Nina will not be as lucky. She would have found her mate at the funeral if he was there, so I guess she will need to travel and see what i out there. Suddenly, I am not against her leaving the pack. I don’t think I will ever be okay with her and another guy, but if it was her mate, then I would understand. Damn, I need a drink.
Filling up another glass of whiskey, I hear the door open, my body stiffens as I instantly recognize the scent. Turning slowly, looking into the emerald green eyes I had grown to love and adore. They are staring back at me with so much hate and contempt I can’t believe it. Internally slapping myself across the face, I realize the room still smelled like sex. She knows I just mated with my Luna. Her eyes dark to my neck and a fresh wave a tears sprang into her eyes.
“I just wanted to let you know, Alpha that I will be leaving in a weeks’ time. Once I make it to the bank and pack up my house, I am leaving you. I can clearly see I am not wanted or needed here. I officially reject my birthright position as your beta, Alpha Damian.”
Nina finished strongly and left without giving me a chance to speak. I was getting ready to yell out to her and follow her but Zach stopped me. Gripping my arm and giving me the death glare, he shakes his head no and goes to follow Nina. Giving me one last look of contempt, he leaves the door. Fuck, I messed this up good.