Roy’s POV
I can’t believe that I got stuck with that murdering bitch as my mate. Like hell, I would accept her. My wolf, Max, was growling at me and I couldn’t care less.
My mom should be here and it is her fault she isn\'t.
I walk back over to Amber and snake my arm around her again. “Sorry about that. Where were we?” She cuddled closer and wrapped her arms around my neck to kiss me. I thought why not.
I took Amber back to my room and had my way with her. It wasn’t the first time I screwed her, but for some reason, it was like I couldn’t enjoy it.
Whatever once the little bitch accepts the rejection the mate bond will break completely and I won’t have to worry about it ever again.
The next morning, I wake up to a piercing pain in my chest as my wolf howled in pain and sorrow.
“What the hell was that?” I said panting.
Amber sat up and wrapped the blanket around her. Alex came into my room but turned around when he saw Amber. Then I hear my father roar.
I threw on some pants and went to him. “Dad, what happened?” He must have just woken up to the same pain.
“Someone has just left the pack. I felt the pack bond break.”
I thought for a moment then I ran to Jessabelle’s room. It was empty. Other than a few things scattered around as if someone had rummaged through it. Her room was bare.
I started to worry so I went to talk to Alex and his parents to see if they had seen her. Alex tried to mind link her when I couldn’t, but she blocked him. Then we hear his mother scream from the kitchen. She was holding a letter.
Alex took the letter and read it out loud for me, my father, and his father.
-Letter-
Dear family and pack,
I know you won’t believe me anyway but I wanted no regrets before I leave. I had nothing but deep love and respect for Lady Isabelle. She risked her life to save mine and I will be forever grateful, but I will not waste the life she saved to be abused but the pack that blames me for something I did not do.
Now that I have come of age, I will be leaving this pack and this life behind. But here are a few things I knew I would never have been able to say in person...
To my family I am sorry if you see me as a disappointment, but why would you turn your backs on me. A father and mother are supposed to love and protect their children no matter the circumstances. While you pretended that I was no longer here, let alone still your daughter.
Alex, we use to be close. I could always feel when you are sad or mad, but I guess your hate for me runs so deep that you could no longer feel the pain I endured from the pack. I hope you have a good life being an only child no because you are no longer my sweet big brother that promised he would protect me no matter what. I no longer have a family or a mate.
To the alpha and Roy. I regret that I was too weak to save Lady Isabelle, but she would be disgusted with how you both have turned out.
I was only thirteen at the time. I had just started my battle training with my father. Alpha, you used to be fair and kind and Roy, you used to be sweet and charming. I don\'t understand how you, Roy, could be so disgusted to have me for a mate that I had to feel the pain of you betraying the mating bond. I accept your rejection and since there is nothing holding me to Red Moon anymore. I left to start fresh and leave you all alone. I shall never return. Goodbye forever.
-Jessabelle Simons
Alex fell to his knees as he felt half of him was gone. Mrs. Simons cry harder and Mr. Simons couldn’t stand to look at me, and neither could my father.
“You were her mate? And yet Amber is up in your room? IN YOUR BED?! Do you know how much pain she was in?!” Alex started to yell at me, getting up and trying to wrap his hands around my neck, but his father held him back.
“What are you talking about? I rejected her, the bond was broken. I don\'t know what pain she or you are talking about.” I yell right back
“ No!” roared my father. “The bond does not break until she fully accepts it. You being with another she wolf means she was in an unmiserable amount of pain. If she was to be with another male you would have felt like someone was drowning you in wolfsbane and silver, or so I have heard from an old friend that felt the pain from his mate\'s betrayal. The mate bond is strong and does not take it lightly when one cheats on their mate bond. Alex may have an idea of what kind of pain she was in because he is her twin, but Alex... what you felt was only a fraction of what she felt.”
Alex looked like he had been slapped in the face and dropped to his knees once again. They fight leaving his body. His father still holding him dropped to the ground too.
“I never heard her scream once, but I was in so much pain mom came to my room.” he said, starting to look pale.
“I will find her and I will spend the rest of my life making up for what I did to my little sister.” He stood up determinedly.
I couldn’t look anyone in the eye. My mind went to Jess and how I treated her.
Jess was right, my mother would be disgusted with me. I had to find her and make things right. The only thing is, where in this world could she have gone?