Chapter 16
Jaxon’s POV
I could feel how nervous she was, but I plan on having her fully marked and mated before I introduce her to the pack. I was never going to give her up. She is mine, and I will fight to the death for her. Now I knew how Alexei felt. He was so anxious about his mate getting away right after she arrived. I almost wished that he had told me that one of the rogues was my mate. I would have stayed at the gate all afternoon until they arrived. I would have made sure that Paxton knew it was already too late. He would have to give it up, especially since all three of them had mates.
It has been a while since I have heard of something so disgusting. How could Paxton have gone along with that plan? How vile was the Kamaria Pack? I was going to have the council look into it. I will call them in the morning. Right now, I just wanted to be with my mate. I was so turned on right now I don’t even know how I was able to sound calm to Luna when we got to her room. I was ready to pick Brenna up and run to our room with her, but I knew she was anxious.
I was anxious too, but I had done what my father’s had told me. Their own cautionary tales they told me had helped. They had learned the hard way that having your mate was the best you could have. I was glad that I had waited for Brenna. She might encounter a few jealous she-wolves here. But she wouldn’t have to face the embarrassment of any of them knowing me in a physical way. I would have been sick with guilt if I hadn’t waited for her. Her innocent eyes were looking up at me with love and care. I would never want those emotions to dim for any reason.
“This is our room,” I told her. I had already mentioned it was in front of Luna. She already knew that. There was a full sixteen hundred square foot apartment for high-ranking visitors on either side of our suite. It was double that size, with 4 large bedrooms. I was glad my fathers mentioned getting the master room soundproofed. I was really thinking them for that now as I led Brenna to our room.
“You can change up the décor here if you want to. My mother had decorated it for me, but I want you to be happy and comfortable here. So, whatever changes you want to make are fine with me,” I told her.
“It is beautiful. I can’t see any changes that need to be made until we have pups able to walk around,” Brenna replied and then blushed again. I love it when she does that. I already knew I would keep trying to get her to blush for me for the rest of our lives.
“I can’t wait to meet our pups, too,” I told her as I tipped her face back up for her to look into my eyes. I knew she would find comfort in the fact that I wanted her, and only her, to be my Luna. I knew she had doubts about us. I could feel them. I wanted her to know that from the moment I met her, I was hers. I don’t have any doubts about us at all. I don’t need her to be vetted by my friends or family. She is my mate. They will all love and accept her, just like I did.
I felt her walls come down at seeing I was being completely honest with her. She felt like heaven in my arms. Her body called out to me, and I didn’t wait to let her know how much I wanted her with the kiss I placed on her lips. It was full of the love and longing I had for her. I picked her up, carrying her into our bedroom. Kicking the door shut behind me. I didn’t want Luna to hear anything that would be happening between us tonight.
I gently let Brenna’s feet hit the floor. I already hated the loss of holding her in my arms. I ripped the remaining buttons off my shirt as I tore it off. I couldn't wait to have her in my arms again, with nothing between us. Brenna was staring at my chest. Instead of the disgust I had felt earlier with Lena and Korey looking at me. I felt proud of the lust that I saw shining in my mate's eyes. She tentatively reached out to me, and I stepped forward for her hand to connect to my body. She ran her palm over my heart and then moved toward my abs. She started tracing them with her finger, and I had never felt this kind of desire before.
Her touch ignited a fire within me, and I couldn’t stop myself from reaching out and grabbing the bottom of her T-shirt. She nodded at my unasked question and bit her lip. I hope that she will get more vocal about what she likes and doesn’t like soon. I will need to know what she likes. Seeing her standing there before me, I couldn’t contain my growl of appreciation. She wasn’t wearing a bra. She stood there watching me as I took her in. I was glad we were marked so she would know exactly how I felt.
I led her over to the bed and picked her up to deposit her in the middle. I was already removing the rest of my clothes quickly. I had removed my pants and shoes before I decided to keep my boxers on. No need to scare her. She would never relax enough to enjoy the pleasure I wanted her to feel by worrying that I might not fit inside her. The Goddess made her for me. I was definitely going to fit.
Brenna had slid her leggings off while I was undressing. She was a vision of perfection lying there in front of me. I got on the bed and kissed her as I placed my hand on the inside of her thigh. Her whimper made my cock stand even further at attention. I need to get her relaxed. I doubt I will be able to last for long the first time.
The closer my hand got to her center, the louder her sounds became. I was thrilled at how vocal she was, and I ran my fingers across her slit. Her jump and subsequent moan were music to my ears. I started running kisses down her body, nipping her mark as I moved lower. Her firm breasts called to me, but I only took a few minutes on them. I would get more familiar with them in the next session. Her hands ran over my shoulders and pecs as I licked and sucked on her nipples. Yes, I needed to get her ready because I was ready to explode right now.
I settled between her legs and let my legs hang off the bed. I was too broad to be able to fit properly between her legs, but she bent her knees for me and spread her legs further apart, offering herself up to me. I didn’t really know what I was doing, but they told me to listen to her. That she would tell me what she liked the most. She was nervous, too, but she tried to relax. I buried my face in her and went all in. She seemed to like it best when I stayed on her clit at the top and used my fingers on her at the same time.
My name was rolling off her tongue as she cried out over and over again in pleasure. I felt her getting closer to the edge and sucked hard on her clit. I tasted her creaming on my tongue. I quickly jumped up and took my boxers off as she continued to ride out her orgasm. I was back in place and rubbing my cock up and down at her entrance before she came down. I made sure to rub her clit to trigger her orgasm to keep going. She moaned louder each time I stroked the head of my cock against her dripping core.
I slid the head in a little and leaned down to kiss her. Her arms wrapped around my shoulders, and she kissed me back. I could feel the love she had for me running between us. I hoped she realized I loved her just as much as she loved me.
“This might hurt a little, but it will be gone soon,” I murmured into her ear after breaking off our kiss. I lined up and pushed forward a little. She was still slick, but she was also very tight. I needed to help her get past this to complete our mating. I braced myself on one arm and started to stroke her clit again with my thumb. I tugged one of her nipples into my mouth and sucked hard on it. I was able to get her to forget about being anxious, as she was moaning my name again. I then bit the bullet and pushed in. She slightly cried at the intrusion, but I stayed still to see if she was OK.
She nodded at me to start moving again, and I moved slowly at first. Goddess, she is so tight around me. I have no idea how I have managed to keep from filling her with my seed already. I heard her start to moan again, and I started to increase my speed. Brenna was made for me. She gripped my cock as I moved, welcoming me back into her sweet heat each and every time. I had to grit my teeth and focus on keeping from coming before she was ready. It was the sweetest torture I have ever experienced.
Brenna started moaning again before begging, “Faster, Jaxon.” The words were no sooner off her lips than I gave her what she wanted, what I wanted. I only made it about eight strokes before she cried out, “Oh Goddess!! Jaxon, yes, right there, yes!”
That did it for me. I managed to give her a few more strokes before she clenched on my dick and sucked it dry. I can feel each rope spurt out into my mate, and I have never felt more relaxed and happy in my life. I cannot imagine why anyone would take a chosen. Life would not be worth living without Brenna by my side. I reluctantly pulled out of her. I immediately missed her the second we were no longer connected.
I tenderly cleaned her up and returned the rag to the bathroom to put in the basket. I saw my face as I turned to walk back into the bedroom and stopped short. I was smiling. The happiness I felt at finding my mate was obvious to anyone looking at me. I wasn’t necessarily frowning before, but I usually kept my face neutral. I didn’t really show my emotions. But I can’t seem to keep the smile off my face right now. I quickly admired my new mark while I was in there. It had my large black wolf protectively guarding a smaller golden wolf. I will protect her for the rest of our lives. I don’t think I have ever seen a golden wolf before. I went back into our bedroom, and she was already asleep. I got in behind her and pulled her gently into my arms. She made a content sound before going right back to sleep. I closed my eyes and fell asleep quickly, with the love of my life cradled in my arms.