Savvy
Dear Diary,
What to do? Yes or No?
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“Guys this is Nicole, my best friend from Montana. Nic these are the friends that took me under their wings and showed me a whole new world.”
“It’s so nice to meet you all. Thank you so much for taking care of my precious girl.”
“It’s really nice to meet you. Savvy has told us all about you, and I must say, you are f*cking gorgeous. Do you like women?” Stacy asked.
I watched Nicole smile and she blushed a little.
“I’ve dabbled but I prefer d*ck.”
“Shame. Oh well Mazy, I tried.”
“Not hard enough, we’ll work on her,” Mazy said, with a lascivious smile towards Nicole.
Nicole threw back her head and laughed.
“Spill b*tch, you got me up early on a Sunday morning,” Mazy complained.
“Early? It’s 11 am.”
“Girl, you stayed home yesterday. We met a couple of guys and two girls and had an orgy for hours. Well, Garrett f*cked his new girl, but it was hot to watch.”
I giggled, as Garrett nodded and grinned.
“I think I’m in love. She’s f*cking amazing. She has this luscious a*s I can’t get enough of. She’s so soft, I love holding her and burying my face in her massive t*ts.”
I raised an eyebrow at that. Garrett didn’t seem the type to settle down.
“She is pretty amazing. I really like her. I can’t wait for you to meet her, Savvy. You will totally like her. She’s a shy little thing at first, but get a couple of drinks in her, and d*mn his she wild,” Stacy said. “And she’s not Garrett’s usual type. She's a bigger curvier girl. I was surprised when he introduced her to us.”
“Hey, the heart wants what the heart wants. You three are what the d*ck wants, but now this d*ck is out of commission, well, except for my Marie.”
We all laughed at his antics.
“Okay, but seriously, what’s going on, your text sounded like you were borderline panicking,” Stacy said.
“I wouldn’t say I was panicking, just confused, excited, nervous.”
“Okay, babes, but what about?” Nicole asked.
“Have you all heard of a throuple?”
Dead silence. I looked around our table. They were all nodding though.
“Who?” Stacy asked.
“Jack and Mac?” Nicole asked at the same time.
Mazy had taken a drink before they spoke and started to choke on her drink.
“Shut the f*ck up, the hottie from the pool with Mac? Oh my God girl. Tell us everything,” Mazy squealed. Garrett used his finger to wiggle it in his ear, Mazy was that loud.
“Okay so they were the two guys across from us at Club Drei. After they ravished me, one of them said something that caught my attention and I knew it was Mac. Then the other took off his mask and, from your description Mazy, I knew it was Jack. We talked, and f*cked some more. I got double penetrated in the a*s and vag for the first time, and it was unf*ckingbelivable. I also watched them together and it was so d*mn s*xy.”
Mazy, Nicole, and Stacy all groaned in envy and they started to fan themselves as I nodded.
“D*mn, girl, we really did corrupt you,” Garrett said, chuckling.
“I wouldn’t say corrupt. I’ve always wanted to do stuff like this. Brian wanted me to stay some pure wifey that he couldn’t soil.”
“Vanilla, he is sooooo vanilla,” Nicole chimed in.
I nodded, “ Anyway. We spent hours together. Finally Mac broached the subject of being a throuple. Apparently, he and Jack want a third in their relationship. They’ve been a couple for four years.”
“I knew it,” Stacy said.
“Aaanndd, they want me to complete them. Exclusively. They won’t date or f*ck others besides each other and me, and vice versa.”
“So what’s the problem?” Mazy asked.
“I’ve just come out of a four year relationship that destroyed me.”
“First, you weren’t destroyed. You were hurt and at the time devastated . But not destroyed, because you’d still be moping around if you were. Second, Savvy honey. You complained all the time that although you loved Brian, you were bored in the bedroom. He wouldn’t even let you masturbate in front of him,” Nicole said.
Gasps by Mazy and Stacy and a ‘What the f*ck’ by Garrett, caught my attention to them. I gave them a sad smile and nodded.
“Baby girl, tell me what he likes to do in bed?” Garrett asked.
“With me it was missionary or against the wall in a shower, sometimes he would let me ride him. We once did it doggy style but he said he didn’t like that position, because he couldn’t see my beautiful face. I thought it was sweet at the time. But as time went on and I asked for more things, he always said, ‘that one didn’t do that to one’s wife, or a version of that.’”
“What an idiot,” Stacy said. Everyone nodded, including me.
“Okay, so let’s talk this out. Do you like them?” Nicole asked.
“Very. They’re both funny, and they seem to be really loyal to each other, so that makes me think they'd be loyal to me. They’re intelligent, hot as f*ck, have giant f*cking c*cks. I mean Mac is long and girthy, but Jack, Jesus, he’s massive, but he feel so d*mn good inside me. I can still feel both of them.”
I wiggled a little in my seat, the pleasurable pain of them had me sighing.
“They’re both firefighters, they have demanding schedules, so we probably won’t be up in each other’s faces all the time. They’re very attentive, and they seem to be all around good guys.”
“So what’s the Cons?” Garrett asked.
“I just got out of a relationship, I still want to try all the clubs, although they have said they would like to do that with me. What if I’m not good enough?”
“And there it is, ladies and gents. The damage Brian did. Savvy, any man or men in this case, would be lucky to have you as their woman. You are enough. You are s*xy, intelligent, fun, a fantastic cook, and open to new possibilities. You’ll never be boring, and you’ll never get bored. I think you need to give this a chance. You are the type of girl that deserves to be loved and needs to be in a relationship. You spoiled Brian, it’s your love language, acts of service. You love cooking for your partner, you love doing little things for them and you love submitting. Brian took advantage of you. What did he ever give to you in your relationship?” Nicole asked.
I thought about that. She’s right. I did everything for Brian to show him how much I loved him. While he sat on the couch to watch t.v., I cooked, cleaned, and folded his laundry. I made sure I was always available for his s*xual needs. I always deferred clients to him first, before taking them on, because they insisted I be their trainer. We always did what he wanted, if I suggested something, he would always say it sounded fun, but, let’s do this instead, and because I never wanted to argue, I gave in. Essentially, I was his doormat. Even with Sherry, at first I was fine with him helping her, I always agreed to his excuses as to why he was always over there, it didn’t really start bothering me until two weeks after Sherry and Emily moved into their house. That’s when he started eating over there all the time instead of once a week. It turned into four, sometimes five times a week.
“You’re right, Brian never did anything just for me. After a long day at work, I’d end up cooking and then doing the cleaning after. Sometimes we went out, but the majority of the time we didn’t. My birthday, anniversary, and Christmas presents always consisted of gift cards. At first I was like cool. Because I liked eating at the restaurants he chose for those cards. Or the place where I would get my pedicures at. But then I noticed that it was the same every year. There was no thought. It was like a habit for him. He’s never once gotten me flowers and not that I am a huge jewelry person, but the only jewelry he’s given me were my engagement and wedding rings.”
“Jesus, did the guy have any romance in him?” Garrett asked.
“No, his idea of romance was working out together and then f*cking in the shower after.”
“You escaped twenty years or more of boredom. Congratulations,” Mazy said.
I smiled at her.
“So, then all in favor of Savvy giving Jack and Mac a chance,” Nicole said, raising her hand.
Garrett, Mazy, and Stacy raised their hands with eager nods and smiles.
I also then raised my hand. The girls squealed and Garrett leaned over and kissed my cheek. This was going to be a big change to my life, and I was going to embrace it.