Chapter 30 - Divorced, but Not broken

I had woken up the next day and he was gone, just a tube of cream and the plan B pill that I had forgotten to take was on the counter when I got up, took the pill and swallowed it down fast with water, me and Jonah was so not having a kid, not if I could help it.

My ass was still hurting like a motherfucker when I rubbed the cream on gently and just made hissing sounds, I was so not going out today when I just crashed on the couch missing the soft blue velvet one that Jonah had. already lying down on my stomach in just a t-shirt and nothing more, I was not wearing underwear with the bruising and searing pain, no way.

I talked to James some more, he wanted me to come in next Monday and offered to help me again when I just said no, I wasn’t going to let him inside my apartment, Jonah would kill him and I needed my job, plus James wasn’t such a bad guy once you gotten to know him, he was nice, he just was hard and fair, I guess.

I didn’t ask Jonah where he was or what he was doing, I was a coward and I knew it, knowing that he did something more than just be in school, or if he even was that what the hell did I know? He was always out at nights, doing something he never talked about, and I had given up on asking, he didn’t want to let me in and that was hurting me as hell, but I didn’t want to lose him by pushing too hard either, I loved him. No matter what happened, I did.

I was just half-awake staring at the tv when the music started and I made a big sigh, so, here we go again. I was back here on my side of the wall, and he was blasting awful music.

I probably wasn’t allowed to go inside again, making me even more sad, like nothing we had shared the last weeks had mattered, I was still back here, and he was out somewhere, doing God knows what, probably fucking some other girl, now that his bedroom wasn’t occupied by the crying thirty-year-old woman.

I walked over slowly to the counter and put my headphones in my ears, making a small sniffle, feeling sorry for myself, why did I always fall for guys that didn’t want me? Ryan didn’t want me and now Jonah didn’t either, he just wanted to fuck me, nothing more, couldn’t even tell me that he felt something for me that bastard.

I started to cook, I was hungry making some chicken, beans and rice. I missed cooking; I always did that when Ryan was my husband… I guess I just lost my heart… to do anything... when the aroma filled my apartment and I was feeling slightly better, not by much, but enough when I was bended over feeling the strong hand on my hips making me scream from surprise that someone was behind me.

Jonah.

I smiled when he pulled out my headphones, still standing behind me, making me lean against him, he smelled of smoke and alcohol, but he hadn’t been drinking, I already knew that when he held his strong arms around me, feeling his dick being hard against my sore ass.

“That smells good… but not as good as you do baby….” I giggled from his suggestive words, his hands stroking up my body and stopping right underneath my boobs, like the tease he was.

“You want some?” I was pushing myself against him, not caring that I was hurting or that I was hungry, all that was gone when he was here, making me feel all warm again, inside my heart and my body.

“Your pussy or food?” he snickered when I took a sharp breath feeling his hand come around my thigh, feeling his longer fingers dig into my soft flesh, I already knew where he was going when his lips where against my neck, making me lean back even more, parting my legs, welcoming his hand that was on my bare pussy, making a grunting noise of approval that I was naked underneath my t-shirt.

“I love that you always part your legs for me baby, just waiting for me to come and give you what you want…” I shivered when he attacked my neck making me close my eyes, feeling his teeth that was digging into my skin, leaving a mark and the small pain when he did, fuck it felt good when I was still holding onto the counter, glad that I was done, or else I would have burn down the entire apartment, letting Jonah fuck me.

“Jonah… oh fuck…. just fuck me baby…please…” I was still feeling the hard disappointment from yesterday when he just spanked me, not giving me what I really wanted, his dick that was magic.

He was pinching my nipples, making me hiss from the small rewarding pain making me even more wet, giving me a small dark chuckle in my ear, he loved every second of this, just like I was.

“Yes…. That’s it, beg me Andrea, fucking beg me to fuck you…” I was getting breathless when his hands were getting more aggressive when he was grabbing my tits hard and me pushing myself harder with my ass against his dick, I needed that dick, more then I needed fucking air in my lungs right now.

“Jonah, please, please fuck me… I’m fucking begging you baby…” I made a surprised sound of pleasure when my shirt was lifted up and he pushed me down the counter, making me part my legs even more when I felt his big dick being rubbed against my already swollen partings, fuck he was really being a tease today, just slowly going up and down with his big hard dick against my glistening pussy that was all for him.

“You look so goddam hot bend over for me Andrea, can you feel how fucking hard you are making me just standing there and waiting for me, like you got some goddam magic power over me and my dick that just want to fuck you over and over again!” I made a smirk having my head against the counter, face to the side when his dick was making it harder for me to breathe when he was still just grinding my pussy making me whine from not pushing inside of me.

I was glad the music was loud when I made a big cry of pleasure when he finally thrusts inside me and started to fuck me hard, and I screamed even louder for every time he pushed me firmer against the counter, feeing his dick getting harder for every time, being turned on from my screaming when I was feeling the hard clenching around him. My pussy throbbing hard making me arch my ass up against him more when he slapped the side of my ass, giving me a surprised shriek from the unexpected pain that made me clench his dick even harder.

“Oh yes, Jonah, yes, fuck me harder!” I don’t know if he heard me or not with my arm that was against my face listening to the sounds of him making grunts that made me even more horny when I was clawing into my own palms from the strong throbbing that was going through my entire body now, making me not knowing what the hell was going on, all I knew that I wanted his dick to never stop fucking me.

The sounds of his dick was getting sloppier when I lifted my head up from the counter and looked at him, still fucking me, the slight sweat on his face was making me even more turned on when his eyes met mine and he smirked before I smiled back, closing my eyes and laid my head down again, fuck I loved him, everything about him, his face, his body, his dick and his hardness and sweetness, everything he was, making him mine.

“Jonah, I love you, I love you so much baby!” I felt the hard wave of my orgasm hitting me hard when I screamed my words right out, my pussy holding his dick hostage when I was still not being able to move from the hard crashing that was making me arch my ass even more to him, giving him whatever he wanted when I felt that he had stopped when I was panting hard, my head still on the counter and I smiled when I turned around only to see his hard face that was meeting mine, oh fuck.